Dave's Diary

Daily Readings: 1 Samuel 13 and Psalm 59

In 1 Samuel 13 a few more warning signs begin to emerge regarding Saul’s character. Verse 3 tells us that Jonathan (Saul’s son) attacked the Philistine outpost at Geba, but by v4 Saul is sending news throughout the land, blowing his own trumpet (quite literally), proclaiming that “Saul has attacked the Philistine outpost”. David Guzik comments regarding Saul’s behaviour, “His own sense of insecurity will not allow any of his associates (even his own son) to receive credit. He needed to drink in praise like thirsty men drink water.“

Secondly, Saul overstepped the boundariess of his calling to be king, and took it upon himself to act as a priest too, by making a sacrifice calling on the LORD for help in battle. This was something God had clearly ordained that only a priest should do. When he was caught out in this sin by Samuel, instead of confessing and repenting, Saul behaved in a way reminiscent of Adam and Eve when they were caught in sin. He ducked and dived by making excuses, blaming Samuel, and concluding “I had no choice!”

But before we say, “How pitiful”, perhaps we should rather consider confessing, “I am often exactly like that”?

Father forgive me for the times I have sinned against you and others, and have then proceeded to make many excuses to myself and others. Sometimes I have blamed others or even You for my shortcomings. Forgive me for the times I have been motivated by the opinions and praise of others, instead of living to please You. Please forgive me, help me to learn the lessons from Saul’s failure as a leader, and empower me to live a life pleasing to You. Amen.